HOPE3333333.....

This is the day,

I sit here and pray.

God will you show me some mercy,

and let her love me.

I sit here thinking,

and then express my feelings by typing.

The meaning of love,

is it as painful as it hurts?

Are you impossible to get?

What does it take to impress you? To catch you.

please for once just fall into my arms,

because i could never find that feeling of love with anyone other than you.

What am i to you?

you know how i feel about you.

did you ever notice how much i sacrifice and what i did?

but you always seemed like nothings i did is worth it.

it hurts,

i can't sleep and it's like bad dream.

you stabbed me in the back,

when you found another guy that loves to hug you from the back.

all i ever did for you,

i don't even get an appreciation or thank you.

but i am still happy for what i took from my heart and gave to you,

because i know some day you will repay me.

because of you, 

i learned the meaning of true love.

i learn that if you were happy,

i would always be happy.

Till the day i die,

i wish you would never forget me.

i dedicate this poem to you,

for you are the sweetheart that i never had.

FareWell party.......IDEAS???

I'm Leaving......Have any ideas of where i can make my FareWell party happen. Any activities i can put in...what should i organise..who should i invite. 

How is everyone?

After we had our wars, we can barely sit together as a team of 23 brave soldiers again. We are all happy that we finished the war. After all, we trained for 14 years but only doing the real thing for one whole month. Even so, some of us are tired, some couldn't even sleep. YES! we fight for ourselves, not for the country. The future is up to us to decide.

After the war, 23 of us went separated. We sometimes meet up to talk about the war, but we all know how is the sadness when the result of the war will be announced.

Well, on 12th March 2009, the result of the war were released. That was a tragic scene. Some of us know we lost a leg (get D), some lost a hand (get C), some get diseases from the war (get B), some crying. Some even died in the war (all fail). However, we tired our best during the war, we consider that we won for ourselves already.

For many years, the government called that war SPM. But they even get kids to be involved in a war called PMR.

So besides making "cold" jokes about SPM, i'm here to ask my ex-classmates:

How is everyone?

Choy Yee - quiet but is our event manager
Shi Kian - our boss
Ding Shen - still with your super-confident look?
Salwa - our leader! Yes madam!
Yeng Be - how is Japan?
Wei Kit - i want massage !! this one is a straight-forward guy
Edmund - the 18+ "PRO" joker
Kee Yang - lame joker, still learning from Edmund
Kah Yan - the class would be so quiet without u
Lily - double the effect of Kah Yan
Zhen Zhe - triple the effect of Kah Yan
Xin Yi - u must eat snack
Kian Tact - always laughing, exam copy PRO
Jin Fai - the head of illegal stuff !! gamble, eating, mp3, handphones, magazines, poker
Gerald - member of Jin Fai !
Alex - how many teachers were angry at u? also member of Jin Fai
Kor Shin - u look like 女强人 ^^
Ann Gee - nowadays rarely talk with u
Kai Tian - our professional camera man
Chun Jun - dai b and lala
Hon Sing - the only magician of the class
Weng Fai - i only know u sleep
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Mr Yu - taught us about life !!
Mr Ganesh - we feel safe just because he is so tall
Mr Seeva - responsible and a lot of experience


I wish everyone was healthy and fit. Stay happy~

Soul

OH MY GOD! IS this REAL??

Is this REAL??? REAL yeah REAL as in not fake, it is really happening..it is...REAL.....

After 10 years (yes T - E - N years ! I spelled it right...right??) my nightmare came true...

You people want to know ??

Yes i will tell you! but...a bit late eh now....tell you later....go to sleep first...yawn...

x-teacher