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*ATTENTION: THIS POST HAS NO MOTIVE TO OFFENCE ANYONE INCLUDING THE ONE IN THE PICTURE, PLEASE DO NOT WRONGLY ASSUME TO THE THINGS THAT I AM ABOUT TO POST.

~THE GIRL WHO TOOK THE PHOTO OF THE CHRISTMAS TREE.~

FOR THOSE OF YOU COUPLES OUT THERE, THIS SECTION IS NOT MEANT TO BE FOR YOU, BUT FEEL FREE TO DROP BY AND LEAVE SOME COMMENTS AS WELL. I LEARNED THAT BEING FRIENDS, ARE TOTALLY DIFFERENT THAN BEING COUPLES. WHEN YOU WANT TO LOVE SOMEONE THAT DOESN'T HAVE FEELINGS TO YOU AT ALL, ITS LIKE TRYING TO GET SOMETHING THAT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO GET. YOU'LL DO WHATEVER YOU CAN TO HELP HER, TO MAKE HER HAPPY BUT NEVER BE APPRECIATTED BY HER. YOU'LL OFTEN FEEL THE PAIN INSIDE YOUR HEART, SOMETIMES ENDURE THROUGH SLEEPLESS NIGHTS, OR HAVING DREAMS THAT YOU WISH U COULD WAKE UP AT THAT MOMENT. AFTER 3 WEEKS OF SUFFERINGS, THE WORST PART IS YET TO COME, THE PART WHERE YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO LET GO. EVERYDAY, U WOULD HAVE TO KEEP YOURSELF BUSY, NEVER ALLOW TIME FOR YOURSELF TO THINK OF HER, THE MORE YOU THINK, THE MORE YOU WILL NEVER FORGET. WHILE WISHING THAT ONE DAY SHE WOULD BE FORGOTTEN, BUT STILL HOPING THAT ONE DAY SHE WOULD B YOURS. SOON U'LL LEARN THE CONCEPT OF IF SHE'S HAPPY, THE U'LL B HAPPY, BUT ONLY THING THAT SHE'S HAPPY AT, IS FOR U TO NOT LOVE HER. EVENTUALLY, U'LL KEEP TELLING HER THAT U DO NOT LOVE HER ANYMORE, U ONLY WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH HER, BUT INSIDE YOUR HEART U KNOW THAT YOU ARE STILL WAITING FOR HER TO GIVE YOU A CHANCE. YOU WOULD WANT TO CALL HER EVERYDAY TO HEAR HER SWEET ANGEL LIKE VOICE, BUT NEVER DARE TO CALL HER SO SHE WOULD NEVER SUSPECT THAT YOU STILL LOVE HER. IN HER MIND, YOU ARE JUST AN ORDINARY FRIEND, NO MORE THAN THAT, BUT TO YOU, SHE IS THE MOST PRECIOUS TEDDY BEAR IN YOUR WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE,YOU WISH U COULD MARRY HER. EVEN WORST IS TO KNOW THAT SHE HAS A NEW BOYFRIEND. SOON, YOU CAN'T HIDE YOUR FEELINGS TOWARDS HER ANYMORE, YOU KEEP TELLING HER HOW GOOD YOU ARE, HOW PAINFUL IT IS TO TRY LETTING HER GO, BUT U'LL NEVER B APPRECIATTED, AND SHE STARTS TO IGNORE U. AT THAT MOMENT, YOU REALISE THE TRUTH, YOU KNOW THAT WHATEVER YOU SAY OR WHATEVER YOU DO FOR HER, SHE WILL NEVER THANK YOU, NOT A LITTLE BIT OF APPRECIATION, THE REASON IS BECAUSE, HER HEART IS NOT MEANT FOR YOU, SHE DOES NOT HAVE FEELINGS TOWARDS YOU, SHE DOES NOT LOVE U. YOU'LL KNOW THAT ITS NOT WORTH IT, YOU WANT TO TELL THE ENTIRE PLANET THE WAY YOU FEEL ABOUT HER, YOU WANT TO SHARE YOUR PAIN WITH OTHERS OUT THERE. THAT'S WHY I CHOSE MIRACLE OF HOPE.